Black Iris
2002-09-03
10:37 a.m.
I wish I knew what Solar's problem is. She doesn't even seem like the same person I have known so long. It's as though she went away and a stranger took her place. I don't know who she is anymore. She seems so alien to the rest of us, so out of place.
It is very hard to explain. If I didn't KNOW she belongs with us I would think she was an intruder!
I don't believe she wants to hurt us like the others do. I think she is hurt inside herself and doesn't know what to do with her hurt but to lash out at others. I see the hurt in her eyes, hurt that didn't used to be there.
I am dead.
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