Black Iris
2002-05-18
2:50 a.m.
I really don't want to be here much , I know people don't want me around , would be better just to disappear . I think i'd be ok if it weren't for having to interact with people . Not sure why I cause such strong reactions in people but it hurts . Tried to tell myself I don't care but I do .
Don't know what to do . Death sounds inviting but don't think I could pull that off without hurting the body . Not sure about that . Don't want to hurt the others . Love them . Want them ok . Me going away will help them I think . Maybe I could just _leave_ but where the hell would I go ?
Don't know what to do .
I am dead.
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