Black Iris
2002-05-09
8:04 p.m.
Life sux .
I'm very intelligent . But people take one look in my eyes and think i'm crazy . I'm only thirteen . But I look nuttier than a fruitcake . There are many of us living within this body , but i'm the only one who truly looks crazy ! I don't get it at all !
I'm NOT crazy , dammit !
Well , maybe I am .
Not really sure . Our boyfriends (they are multi too) reacted to my pic ( cause they were talking bout coming here , see we have never met in 3D , I thought they should see the reality of me before they might come )
They got scared as I knew they would . In a very real way this body feircely longs for their body , but we are also terrified , we might lose the special bond we have , sometimes physical reality can do that . But we are not at all sure we want to be physically alone the rest of or lives either . But time is always good .
I am dead.
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